huh....... so here it goes

I have experience many I meant like many new thing this year. Many new feelings , thoughts , emotions. Its just all over the place. Sometimes I just kenot arrrgghhhh.

so lets talk about the good part first. Imma need some positive energy here please. 

Okay one of the best thing that happened to me this year 2015 is that I joined the cheer team . No regrets at all man . Well its is actually my bucket list . As a child I always looked over my high school , I saw those girls looking so positive , so confident, the girl power aura was just so strong . I t made me promise myself that I need to one of those girls. But  then puberty struck in pretty hard on me . I became like super tomboy . its like from "Hi", "Hello" to ' Yo Dude What up . Its from pretty little dress and skirt to all day err day pants and t shirt 

so yup that bucket list just disappeared like that POFF  gone . I really really regretted like hell and again I kenot

but when my uni life came I made a vow that I WILL I WILL I WILL join the cheer team just to full fill my bucket list , its a must , I DON'T CARE JUST DO IT. I told myself to implement this code always 

I DID IT  , I made it in the team and joined the ACIC cheer competition . It was one of the best experience . I have not only just tick out something from my bucket list , I have also gain knowledge on how teamwork really works in a sport , self discipline ,sacrifice , time management , studies a whole tone of new shit . HAHAHHAA good thing but ya you have to go through shits in order to understand all this easy but difficult to implement terms . Although we did not win cause ya we are kinda a rookie group , but recalling those wonderful shitty moments that I have gone through , I would not trade it for the WORLD 

my cheer logo 

my small but yet wonderful cheer team <3

cheer card 

 cheer bow 

this is just a small glimpse of my very very wonderful memories with my cheer mates . Okay I am not in a very very good mood I am kinda recalling this memories now in my head lol I know right kikikiki. I will continue next time on other thing that I am facing right now . Really glad that I have a outlet to let out my feelings so grateful